Wednesday, April 23, 2008
eileen if you can find that field i would like to go there and scream NOW.
gary fainted again yesterday. during route march. and like i told weiqin it's hard enough keeping the promise i made to myself without being worried sick about him too. i hope they'll just down pes him before something more serious happens to him. and now it's hard not to imagine what else can happen to him.
i hate it when it rains on a tuesday or a thursday. because the office is cold enough without the weather making it colder.
and the people yaking around me is pretty annoying too. even though i know they're working and not chatting. i had to plug in my ipod to shut them out otherwise i might just explode i think. how emo can i get. ok i'm just in a crappy mood today.
i hope stephen takes half day off today. then i can leave early too.
it's only 2 weeks more i dunno why the urge to pon work just keeps getting stronger.
my dad says i should just stop working after this contract ends. but i don't want to be at home everyday slacking. i wanna be kept occupied so time will pass by more quickly before hopefully i get caught up with uni life.
oh my gosh my aunt jaime just gave birth to an adorable baby girl. ilyse goh. my dad just forwarded her photo to me and it immediately made me smile. i'm putting her photo up soon she's so adorable so chubby and absolutely precious. (: she looks like she's trying to smile how cute is that! yay ok at least something good happened today. i really needed this piece of good news. thank God for that. (:
oh shoots i feel like crying.
anw i dunno what job to get next. it's hard enough that i only wanna work for another 2 months then slack around before uni starts cos most employers want 3-6 months. but i'm being fussy too. i don't want another admin job but i don't wanna work at night or on weekends cos i wanna be able to meet up with friends and go out. i'm contradicting myself right. haha.
i love how you can relate to songs and how soothing they can be. today's song is leona lewis' better in time.
it's gonna hurt but it heals too
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
i'm only dependant on God. (:
oh met gary on monday when he came out for his scholarship interview (and i know someone's jealous haha!) and he looks just like every other army boy i see around. haha. felt very illegal walking around tampines with him though cos he was in uniform. haha. yeah hope he's fine anw BETTER NOT COLLAPSE ANYMORE told you already if you end up in hospital i'm not coming to visit you. just take care and know your limits ok. (:
oh i haven't been thanking God for blessings.
today i thank God for my new sms buddy eileen. haha. (:
thank God for eyes to see with.
thank God there's only 2plus weeks more of work.
thank God for memories.
ok i've blogged a lot today for you peilian! haha. (:
class gathering at eileen's 15/03! (: we just sat around her poolside eating pizza and kfc and crapping!
OH MY GOSH REGINA AND PEILIAN ARE TALLER THAN ME! (:
in eileen's super cool playground.
i miss malcolm and iven too. malcolm and i used to be amazed at how the both of us seem to hit off right away in the most random way. we somehow had nothing to do during open house except give school tours but there wasn't anyone in school for us to bring around yet so we were together and we just started talking and amazingly we hit off right away and couldn't stop talking. and we didn't really talk to each other before that day. and we didn't run out of things to say and we were always suaning each other. sometimes he drives me crazy with his teasing but he was a good friend and a good listener when i needed to whine. we got to work together in log comm and OII comm and it was always great having him around. and iven peh! gosh my dear aunty peh haha. i miss how we'd be stuck in the sc and iven will always be around cos we need his artistic talents for almost everything and how he'll be super lame and super aunty over everything. and us taking the same og during OII was super fun too. i could whine about anything and he's always listen and offer good advice.
i miss lynne too but somehow some stupid incident (stupid to me anyway) makes me feel like she's trying to avoid me? i dunno. but i miss how she was always there for me and trying to think of 'solutions' for me and how her laughter never fails to make me laugh too.
hmm i dunno why i'm writing all of this here they're not gonna read it. you're probably thinking i should just msg them. but then again messaging them's so weird. for me anyway. maybe they were just meant to pass through my life and leave me with memories. i rmb i was reading p.s i love you and someone was telling holly (whose husband gerry died in the book) that at least she found the love of her life and she should be tankful she got to experience it, even if it's just for a while. i guess the same applies to friends you don't keep in contact with anymore but still remember? it's not like i went through school without any friends. i should be thankful that they've given me so many wonderful memories.
just in case any of you i've mentioned is reading this, just wanna say that i love you and thanks for all the wonderful memories! (:
i almost screamed when eileen said yesterday let's meet tmr and have gelare waffles. finally someone who loves gelare waffles like i do! so yeah we have another outing later. (: i may have more in common with eileen than i know. (:
eileen if you can find that field i would like to go there and scream NOW.
gary fainted again yesterday. during route march. and like i told weiqin it's hard enough keeping the promise i made to myself without being worried sick about him too. i hope they'll just down pes him before something more serious happens to him. and now it's hard not to imagine what else can happen to him.
i hate it when it rains on a tuesday or a thursday. because the office is cold enough without the weather making it colder.
and the people yaking around me is pretty annoying too. even though i know they're working and not chatting. i had to plug in my ipod to shut them out otherwise i might just explode i think. how emo can i get. ok i'm just in a crappy mood today.
i hope stephen takes half day off today. then i can leave early too.
it's only 2 weeks more i dunno why the urge to pon work just keeps getting stronger.
my dad says i should just stop working after this contract ends. but i don't want to be at home everyday slacking. i wanna be kept occupied so time will pass by more quickly before hopefully i get caught up with uni life.
oh my gosh my aunt jaime just gave birth to an adorable baby girl. ilyse goh. my dad just forwarded her photo to me and it immediately made me smile. i'm putting her photo up soon she's so adorable so chubby and absolutely precious. (: she looks like she's trying to smile how cute is that! yay ok at least something good happened today. i really needed this piece of good news. thank God for that. (:
oh shoots i feel like crying.
watchin u;
at 7:22 PM
anw i dunno what job to get next. it's hard enough that i only wanna work for another 2 months then slack around before uni starts cos most employers want 3-6 months. but i'm being fussy too. i don't want another admin job but i don't wanna work at night or on weekends cos i wanna be able to meet up with friends and go out. i'm contradicting myself right. haha.
i love how you can relate to songs and how soothing they can be. today's song is leona lewis' better in time.
it's gonna hurt but it heals too
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
i'm only dependant on God. (:
oh met gary on monday when he came out for his scholarship interview (and i know someone's jealous haha!) and he looks just like every other army boy i see around. haha. felt very illegal walking around tampines with him though cos he was in uniform. haha. yeah hope he's fine anw BETTER NOT COLLAPSE ANYMORE told you already if you end up in hospital i'm not coming to visit you. just take care and know your limits ok. (:
oh i haven't been thanking God for blessings.
today i thank God for my new sms buddy eileen. haha. (:
thank God for eyes to see with.
thank God there's only 2plus weeks more of work.
thank God for memories.
ok i've blogged a lot today for you peilian! haha. (:
watchin u;
at 12:38 AM
class gathering at eileen's 15/03! (: we just sat around her poolside eating pizza and kfc and crapping!
OH MY GOSH REGINA AND PEILIAN ARE TALLER THAN ME! (:
in eileen's super cool playground.
a few of my favourite people in the world. (:
watchin u;
at 12:21 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
manda and i at potong pasir mrt for the LAST TIME in our uniforms. weiqin was suppose to meet us early too but she woke up late and started freaking out at home. (in the end she got 5 As so there was really no need to worry HAHA)
manda and i with my favourite pe teacher mr louis ho! mr ho rocks! (: mr ho's super nice and rarely gets angry. so when he does on the few occasions we're really late for pe i'd feel really guilty. i miss having pe lessons with S07 it's always fun even if i always end up watching. haha.
alicia me and weiqin in our favourite hang out, the school cafe. haha.
eileen manda and serene in the cafe too! i love these 2 pictures above cos all of us look so happy to just hang out in the cafe like we used to and have fun crapping and laughing.
and the 6 crazy girls who came back to school in our uniforms to get our results taking a photo in our favourite 4th floor toilet. haha. we love it cos it' so clean and usually empty when we come to change in here for pe and we treat it like our own toilet. haha.
results day was such a roller coaster of emotions for me. happy to be back in school and seeing the class then nervous about results then shocked over results then upset about something else. it was all so crazy gosh.
really have to thank eileen for letting me squeeze her hand while waiting for results till i probably restricted blood flow. haha.
i miss my class. i miss school.
watchin u;
at 12:09 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
i miss malcolm and iven too. malcolm and i used to be amazed at how the both of us seem to hit off right away in the most random way. we somehow had nothing to do during open house except give school tours but there wasn't anyone in school for us to bring around yet so we were together and we just started talking and amazingly we hit off right away and couldn't stop talking. and we didn't really talk to each other before that day. and we didn't run out of things to say and we were always suaning each other. sometimes he drives me crazy with his teasing but he was a good friend and a good listener when i needed to whine. we got to work together in log comm and OII comm and it was always great having him around. and iven peh! gosh my dear aunty peh haha. i miss how we'd be stuck in the sc and iven will always be around cos we need his artistic talents for almost everything and how he'll be super lame and super aunty over everything. and us taking the same og during OII was super fun too. i could whine about anything and he's always listen and offer good advice.
i miss lynne too but somehow some stupid incident (stupid to me anyway) makes me feel like she's trying to avoid me? i dunno. but i miss how she was always there for me and trying to think of 'solutions' for me and how her laughter never fails to make me laugh too.
hmm i dunno why i'm writing all of this here they're not gonna read it. you're probably thinking i should just msg them. but then again messaging them's so weird. for me anyway. maybe they were just meant to pass through my life and leave me with memories. i rmb i was reading p.s i love you and someone was telling holly (whose husband gerry died in the book) that at least she found the love of her life and she should be tankful she got to experience it, even if it's just for a while. i guess the same applies to friends you don't keep in contact with anymore but still remember? it's not like i went through school without any friends. i should be thankful that they've given me so many wonderful memories.
just in case any of you i've mentioned is reading this, just wanna say that i love you and thanks for all the wonderful memories! (:
i almost screamed when eileen said yesterday let's meet tmr and have gelare waffles. finally someone who loves gelare waffles like i do! so yeah we have another outing later. (: i may have more in common with eileen than i know. (:
watchin u;
at 8:53 PM